2020 Goals

  So 2020 is fast approaching us; And I decided I want to explore my goals with you guys. So first. There is the obvious; I want to loose weight. My goal is 50 pounds. I started this goal months ago, it is more of to find motivation to keep the goal going. While I…

Holiday Advice not to Flare a Chronic Illness

  So, I am detouring away a little from my regular advice and stories. I am going to give advice on how NOT to flare your Chronic Illness during the Holidays. So here we go; Use a checklist. ¬†Make everything you need to do a priority. And find out what the max time you can…

Accidental Caffeine Attack

So 8/12/2019 – I am not sure what happened. But I think I somehow ingested caffeine. Or something with coffee in it. While I know I have the allergy I am not quite sure what exactly of the two it is, or if it is both. But after yesterday’s reaction I am leaning more towards…

Bladder Pain

So as you already may know, I suffer from Overactive Bladder and Interstitial Cystitis. Both very much a nuisance but worse living through it. Now. This is a conversation I have a lot of issues talking about. Not because I am uncomfortable with it, especially with how common it is. But more because I don’t…

Alice in Wonderland Syndrome

2020 has given me a new goal for this website. While I am trying to share my experience on what happens in my life. I will also try and bring awareness to other diseases, illness, injuries etc. The more aware we can be of the diverse out in the world. The more we can be…

Rant on Weight Loss – It does not change everything

So I am in the process of trying to prove to Medical Professionals and pretty much everyone out there that- weight-loss does NOT take away the pain completely and make someone who is Chronically Ill magically better. In fact. I will start off saying it is case to case. Some people it might. But for…

Avoiding Burnout

  I have been close to having another Burnout. And for some reason it is always at the same(ish) times of the year. September/October and goes a bit into November. Now. I was able to control this one. And I lasted a lot longer then I would have thought. I was so tired. But I…

Two weeks of Insomnia

These past two weeks, since I have been off of work. I have thrown my entire body off schedule. I never realized how important my schedule was until these last two weeks off. I used to be in bed by 9pm every night and asleep almost right away. Also woke up early and followed a…

Invitation #4

November 15th 2019. I am a little late with this one. It has been a crazy few weeks.¬† But Invitation #4 happened. So basically I worked from 6-2 that day. And then I went to the arena and had a dance lesson with my coach. During the lesson, we were not sure if my other…

Need Help.

So…I really need help. The year is ending. And I feel like I have got nothing done. Like, how am I supposed to get things done? I feel like I don’t have five minutes to myself, and the days I do have to myself…I am so exhausted I have no idea what to do. I…

Maple- Medical App (Honest Review)

These past few days I have been really sick. My throat had been hurting a lot. But everyone was sick and being as rundown as I am. I thought I was just extremely sick as well. It got to a point Thursday (October 24th 2019) I was unable to swallow ANYTHING. It hurt so much…

I need help.

My season started two days ago. And by started, I mean the first of MANY competitions of the season. Like, it is overwhelming by the amount I will be doing in such a short span. While the competition itself went great (and there will be an upcoming post about that soon). I am suffering from…