Hi guys. Sorry it’s been a while it’s been so crazy of everything that has been happening and I thin I just needed a break to escape from the reality of everything. It’s been a little over a month since I last updated so here I go.

I started my vacation on the 9th of August and I did quite a bit of things. I reread some of the last posts I have created here and I know I still owe you guys a lot of different ones but this one is going to be a bit generic.

Vacation was decent. Gave me some time to prioritize things and do things but I didn’t do much on it. I was in Quebec for a little portion of the vacation and I went hiking (at night)…don’t ask because it was probably a stupid decision. The first hill nearly killed me and there was still a two hour hike to go and as soon as it ended I couldn’t stop throwing up in the bush. Let me tell you though the actual hike was amazing and I saw a lot of things but I think I pushed too fast.

I travelled, I went to the zoo, the beach, hung out with some friends I haven’t seen in a while.

Mid August (14th) was probably the worst night of my life. But for certain reasons I won’t go into this tonight. I have only told one person about it that is outside the main group who knows and this person was because I needed help. I would love to give more information about this as well but I cannot post about it for a while until everything has been dealt with.

But you know what? I am trying to move on from it. From that I left everything and I even switched locations, jobs (Both positions). I am now working at a hospital in Montreal and I am enjoying the position.

My health has been shitty but I guess it could be worse too so I don’t really want to complain. I have been getting these crazy headaches and I think it could be either from Concussion symptoms (and if you’ve been here for a while you know I have a huge history of them). Or it could just be my eyes because my left eye is getting progressively weaker.

My back has been hurting a lot more. I haven’t fully made a decision yet. I know what my doctors believe and I know what my heart wants and to be honest I think I will be making it soon. I just need to prepare myself for whatever the decision will be.

My shoulder has been hurting so bad as well. But I will be getting all these injections in the coming weeks so hopefully it will settle things down. My body has really been flared most of the summer and I guess even before that and I feel like it just won’t let go. But I guess I am managing. I have some tests and other appointments coming up so I will keep you guys posted as we go through.