Midnight. Yet, I’m still up. And I’ve been traveling around like a nutbar.
I am beyond exhausted. Not just sleepy tired, but physically and mentally tired. I feel like a walking zombie and the only way I will heal is through taking a vacation…. AWAY from everyone and everything.
Again, why am I still up at midnight when I have a 7am wakeup call?
Painsomnia VS Insomnia. Suffering from a mixture of both….As if one wasn’t good enough.
Pain 1: Fibro is acting up. My legs hurt like a bitch and are shaky from the pain.
Pain 2: Severe shoulder injury–currently awaiting results. However it moved slightly that now the pain is because it won’t go back in its place.
Pain 3: Headacheeeeeeee!!!! No need to say more…Obvuously from the exhaustion.
Insomnia 1: Major Fibro symptom and I get it at least 1x per month. Usually right around the beginning of PMS too… Oopss sorry people 😉
Insomnia 2: I’m overtired and usually when I hit this stage mentally and physically the only way out will be crashing hard for several days…no in between left.
Insomnia 3: Was stupid enough to think drinking 2xl coffees was a bright idea (both after 5pm)
10:45 pm I tried to sleep
10:50 pm managed to move injured shoulder out of place
10:55 pm panicking/Pain killers
10:59: JOHN JACOB JINGLEHEIMERSCHMIT
11:00 pm I tossed and turned
11:05 pm answered emails
11:09 pm I need to pee
11:15 pm more messages and emails
11:23 pm cut everyone off
11:30 pm still answer emails
11:35 pm oh I need to pee again
11:38 pm Now is a bright time to post a blog.
11:40 pm Looking up random ass phobias
11:43 pm OH I just remembered how much coffee I drank at the rink.
11:55 pm Cat scares the hell out of me jumping in my bed
12:00 AM BATHROOOMMMMMMMMM!! Goddamn bladder
NOW: 12:15…. Give up. Just gonna count sheep and wait til alarm goes off at 7am… FML
Just wait for the update, by Sunday I’ll be dead tired and have crashed.