Invitation #4

November 15th 2019. I am a little late with this one. It has been a crazy few weeks.  But Invitation #4 happened. So basically I worked from 6-2 that day. And then I went to the arena and had a dance lesson with my coach. During the lesson, we were not sure if my other…

Competition #3…

So Friday November 8th was the third competition of my season. And with everything that has been going on. I got to say it could have went a lot worse then it did. I should be off my knee. The most important part of my body in order to walk and even skate. However, with…

2nd Competition of the Season

  About two weeks ago, I did my second competition of the season. It was in Magog, Quebec. Now. For those who know about last season. Know that the only reason I returned to Magog was to get over a fear. For those who do not know what happened. I was not ready to come…

MRI Results-

So, remember on August 31st when I went in at 10pm for an MRI on my right knee? Well, two months later and I finally have the results. So…brace yourselves. I have a Longitudinal and Horizontal tear through the lateral meniscal anterior horn which extends into the anterior root ligament. Alongside that there is a…

2019-2020 Season

  October 11th was my first competition of the 2019-2020 season. Also my 21st figure skating season. Now. Before I tell you everything that happened. You need to read my posts about my spine health to catch up *if you have not already done it*. Basically the results from my car accident were; 5 herniated…

I need help.

My season started two days ago. And by started, I mean the first of MANY competitions of the season. Like, it is overwhelming by the amount I will be doing in such a short span. While the competition itself went great (and there will be an upcoming post about that soon). I am suffering from…

Small Update

So I am still alive. It has been a crazy few weeks. My computer has decided to malfunction. It still is, at least I can use all the keys. At the same time my phone decided it had enough so I had to go out and buy a phone. I got an Iphone XS Max….

Day 1 of Summer Training

25/06/2019 – Tuesday. I started my new season 2019-2020 season. I am so excited to start the season. However, I know there are a lot of complications that are about to bump ahead. Complications with the actual sport:  Arena locations. Arena times for skating. Coaches schedules My schedules Complications with my health:  Fibro affecting. Endo…

Shaky Mental Health

***WARNING: SENSITIVE CONTENT/IMAGES. VIEW WITH CAUTION. 11/06/2019-Ongoing These past two or so weeks have been tough. And honestly, I have no idea why. I am thinking either I am just extremely exhausted (Working 40 hours a week, school ending etc). Another thing is, I haven’t skated in over a week because of the injection procedure. So…

Confusion of my Future

So here are a few thought processes that have been going on in my head lately. All while my mind is playing tricks on me. My skating season ended in March. However, I am still going through the withdrawals of the missing adrenaline that I am not receiving. Like it is actually affecting me physically…

Number 8.

Today (June 11th, 2019) I went for my Spine Injection Procedure #8. And of course. Like almost every other procedure I have had, my period decided to pop up. (Everyone think’s it’s related to the stress). So basically I went in, in the afternoon. There was a lot of people waiting in the room so…